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Dear Jesus,
The day will soon be here when many of us around the world celebrate that you were born. Whether you were truly born in the flesh or not, the idea of you and what you stand for--what YOU teach--was born in the hearts and minds of humanity. It is reignited one heart-flame at a time as those who deeply want to know whether you are true or not reach ou
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Why billywheeling invites you to help create positive change...
Growing up with a love for animals and nature, billywheeling spent most of her childhood running in farmers’ fields and forests scouting for horses.
Her childhood idol? “David Suzuki, without a doubt. My whole bedroom was plastered with pictures
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Hello with love from billywheeling,
Here is offered an opportunity to assemble in love and peace, to join in with others committed to increasing the positive frequencies on Earth and beyond. Joining this group might mean you, on some (or all) level(s), acknowledge your connection to all of life. The World Wide Web is not jus
The day will soon be here when many of us around the world celebrate that you were born.Whether you were truly born in the flesh or not, the idea of you and what you stand for--what YOU teach--was born in the hearts and minds of humanity.It is reignited one heart-flame at a time as those who deeply want to know whether you are true or not reach out to you with all sincerity.
You never fail to answer.
That you were born is something I have been exceedingly grateful for in my life.I believe you were once a man who walked this earth.In your own search as a man walking this planet, you saw the suffering of many.You felt compassion.You imparted unconditional love from whom you called your Father, God.You healed, fed and forgave.You asked that we too do these things.You asked us to have faith, hope and charity.
Jesus, dear Jesus.Have we opened our hearts enough?Have we loved our neighbours and family enough?Have we fed the starving and clothed the naked enough?We have had over two thousand years (this last time) to get it right.I know your seriousness is well-founded.I know the time is coming when we will know whether we have rightly taken your teachings and put them into practice for the good of all of humanity.Many already know.More will know this more clearly.
If the argument for not getting to know you, Jesus, is that organized religion has distorted your teachings, there should be no doubt when reaching out to you in all sincerity and asking whether Love is the way.Have we left the door open wide enough to feel in our hearts your unequivocal “YES?”I’ve laid down my body, mind, heart and soul as a doorstopper for this answer to sweep through into the hearts and consciousness of humanity.
I suffer the sufferings of humanity.The faltering of humankind to truly love them self, for who are we not loving when we contaminate the very air we breathe?We have so far to go as a species to attain just a miniscule fraction of what you hope for us, and yet that tiny amount--that you so wish for us--would set whole universes free.
There are many, now, however, who are working towards solving these most complex problems.Complexity, to date, is one smokescreen that humans are unwilling to let go of.Though it could be simple were we to open our hearts and plain and simple just LOVE.Love our HOME.Seeing through these eyes of love, the suffering in the world is so painful many cannot bear it.It is so very tragic, so very despairing and yet we must see the atrocities human beings are capable of in order to rectify this.
All wars, greed, grasping for false power is born from fear caused by the illusion of separateness. Chastising another for acting on this delusion, no matter how hideous their act, does not solve the problem.This is merely the same act in another form, revenge or some false belief that one is right and the other wrong when in fact all are perpetuating further misunderstanding and suffering. All are responsible for what happens on our planet.As long as we suppress our pain and blind ourselves to the existing suffering in the world, we cannot expect peace to reign.
Jesus, brace yourself this Christmas.Your presence was felt strongly and early this year.You are needed more now than ever as we approach a critical mass.More people are Loving as never before.Animals are demonstrating proof of their higher functioning to make humans aware that, indeed, they are our helpers and teachers in this opening to Love.Children are more spiritually evolved than ever before.All this creates an opposition which fights even harder against the illumination that Love brings to their own suffering.
I ask of you, Jesus, Healer, to unify all those working in Love for Peace throughout our world.Bring groups together in the flesh in order to be stronger and more capable of transforming situations of lack into abundance for all.Let the people know of their own power to transmute their world.Purify the hearts and thoughts of all and let the good, peaceful energies of Love and sustainability flow to those in positions of power to mobilize mass amounts of resources to areas in need on our planet.Let this Love permeate governments around the world.Nothing is immune to the transformative, the strongest, most abiding force of all.LOVE.
November 5, 2009 Love our planet, love our self
Love our planet, love our self
Why billywheeling invites you to help create positive change...
Growing up with a love for animals and nature, billywheeling spent most of her childhood running in farmers’ fields and forests scouting for horses.
Her childhood idol?“David Suzuki, without a doubt.My whole bedroom was plastered with pictures and posters of animals and nature scenes. At various times, I kept hamsters and an aquarium in my bedroom, had an albino rabbit named ‘Tulip’ and was blessed with the companionship of several beloved cats and dogs throughout my life... Guardian angels, in many cases."
billywheeling has worked with and ridden horses along some of the most beautiful tree-lined trails and golden open fields of Quebec; in Canada's only desert in British Columbia's interior; on turquoise beaches in the Dominican Republic and in the mystical mountains of Costa Rica.There is no doubt that her multi-dimensional connection to and love for the planet and all living species run deep. Her drive to save what she loves come naturally, and takes on many forms.
billywheeling participated in sending resident Vancouver Zoo elephant, Tina, to the Elephant Sanctuary in Tennessee run by Carol Buckley. She helped organize an event presented by dolphin expert, Ric O’Barry, on releasing captured dolphins too. In an attempt to save an injured Canada goose, billywheeling convinced a co-worker to help her capture and drive the bleeding bird to the Wildlife Rescue Association, where the goose sadly succumbed to injuries the following day. “Ecosystems are all so fragile, so connected.Everything we alter affects the whole of the environment, the whole of our existence.”This connection has inspired billywheeling once again to help preserve what she cherishes most.
Through a blogspot called billygreening, billywheeling’s next effort, in honour of her childhood idol, Dr. David Suzuki, is to peacefully convince the government of Canada to follow Norway’s lead by increasing its commitment to reducing greenhouse gasses, known to contribute to Climate Change, by a minimum of 40% by 2020. At billygreening, you can copy a letter and email it to the addresses provided, and then ask all your friends to do the same. No matter what country you are from, if you love this planet too, simply let your voice be heard. In two minutes, you can make a difference!
Here is offered an opportunity to assemble in love and peace, to join in with others committed to increasing the positive frequencies on Earth and beyond. Joining this group might mean you, on some (or all) level(s), acknowledge your connection to all of life. The World Wide Web is not just a great metaphor for how we are all connected through universal energy, it is one physical manifestation of this, a physical reflection of the energetic connection to which we are all entitled to perceiving in more ways than just vaguely; Filaments crossing under, over and through filaments, intersecting and intercepting energies containing and belonging to thoughts, feelings and desires of the over 6.7 billion people--and counting!--who inhabit this wonderful planet of ours; It’s the primordial soup of which we each hold a ladle.
But humans are not the be all and end all of this soup. All of consciousness, everything that ever was, ever will be, and is right now, makes up this soup. I won’t get into the discussion of “all is NOW.” But really, the time is NOW. There are so many little pockets of assembled conscious souls around the world today, and thanks to the internet we are able to come together and acknowledge what we already sensed and perceived on many other levels: that, indeed, we are all connected. Via what? This isn't mere esoterics, it’s a measurable energetic force field. Every thought, feeling, word and intention emits and consists of a measurable and perceivable energy which contributes to the creation of our reality, of our third dimensional collective existence. Raising our frequency simply means allowing ourselves to be open to adding an additional dimension or so to our existence.
Those who already experience the additional dimension(s) are sensitive to perceiving energies. For instance, if empathic, they will feel the actual physical manifestation of fear, anger, sadness--love, excitement, joy. Thanks to the media, we all see it in the destruction around us, or in tender random acts of kindness. Coming from mere strangers, this compassion seems to touch us more deeply. Perhaps because it is an acknowledgement of this most undeniable connection, and not just because we have adopted the Golden Rule, however well founded that rule is.
Being human in today’s world is a challenge. It is exciting. It is to experience the coming of age of human consciousness, the blending of our hearts as one, the feeding of the hungry, the sheltering of the homeless, the saving of our planet as we acknowledge that all along THIS is what we have all worked for. And these are not my words. Though spoken by a few--maybe even YOU--they belong to the collective. The collective human heart tells me it is excited by what is to come, by what is already here! Though there is fear of this unknown, this new heart beats with tremendous courage while embracing the tides of change.
Please add your light to the billywheeling group!
Many blessings of healing love & light to you,
billywheeling
October 5, 2009 The 6 Keys to Spiritual Dating by Jill Crosby
“Spiritual Dating” or “Conscious Dating” is an enlightened way of meeting and dating. There are no rules or expectations, and it’s about being true to oneself and staying in the flow. Conscious dating is more fun than the traditional style of dating, and it yields much better results! As we raise our vibrational frequencies and approach fifth dimensional living, it’s more and more important to practice Spiritual Dating with respect to meeting a life partner as our thoughts and feelings are manifesting extremely fast!
The 6 Keys to Spiritual Dating: #1 REMEMBERING OUR DIVINITY:
Realize that every person is a DIVINE ASPECT and before incarnating, we agreed to forget our Divinity. We chose to be here on Earth for this incredible time in history, so be joyful and grateful for ‘waking up’ and being part of this planetary ascension! Loving ourselves unconditionally and letting ourselves express this tremendous JOY that is our Divine Essence is the basis of Spiritual Dating. Allow this love of self and joy to radiate outward and attract the same. It’s much healthier and fulfilling when two souls come together in joy and bliss rather than in desperation and loneliness!
#2 BEING PRESENT and OPEN:
When we are truly PRESENT in the moment, we are OPEN to meeting the love of our life because we are paying attention. Enjoy each encounter, whether or not that person is a potential mate. When standing in line at the grocery store, book store, post office… (anywhere!), pass up reading the magazines or thinking about what you are going to make for dinner. Instead, be receptive and conscious of who might be coming into your space. ENJOY the moment you are experiencing NOW! Be bold and say hi to people, initiate conversations and SMILE!
#3 BEING REALISTIC:
Chemistry comes in all shapes and sizes. Realize that our “types” have most likely been created by mass media programming and therefore the collective consciousness. Break free of this illusion, the matrix, if you will, and feel someone’s SOUL, their “beingness”, their heart. Our life partner may not look like the “type” we have been conditioned to see as attractive. They may be taller, shorter, thinner, or thicker, so let go of the attachment to how someone appears and look deeper. As we thoroughly enjoy and experience every person we encounter, we can appreciate their uniqueness and see their Divinity. Listening to our guidance and knowing that we may be drawn to someone because they are our life partner, or maybe for another reason, perhaps they have some important insight or information for us.
#4 BEING REAL:
Being real means letting one’s guard down and getting out of ego; being oneself without trying to impress or show off. When in a relationship, true selves and personalities are eventually revealed and observed by our partner, so it’s more efficient to be genuine from day one. By expressing our true selves, we send out that energy to the quantum field and magnetize a partner that is also being REAL!
#5 LISTENING:
When on a date, practice active LISTENING. Instead of planning out what we are going to say next, or worrying about how we look, active listening involves being present and focused on the other person while they are speaking. With an open heart, listen and feel what the other person is saying. Be there for them 100%. When talking, speak from the heart, and allow the conversation to flow naturally. Allow time for silence and just being together. Remember to breathe and relax.
#6 STAYING IN THE FLOW:
Getting out of our head and following our heart, our feelings and the current energy is the essence of staying in the flow. When we are tapped into our Divinity, we know what to do, where to go, who to talk with etc... When in the flow, there is no ‘thinking things through’ for hours, days or weeks….it just happens. It’s part of being present and open. Being open to whatever is in our highest and best for each moment and trusting that we are being perfectly guided by our higher selves (that part of us that always remembers its Divine connection), is the key to staying in the flow. Letting go of expectations and preconceived ideas about what something “should” look like, or how something “should” be is essential.
Spiritually dating creates a fun, enriching experience to be savored and thoroughly enjoyed. When these six keys are put into practice, results happen quickly, and it’s possible to be experiencing a blissful, devoted, loving relationship in no time, so ENJOY the process!
Jill Crosby is the owner/founder of the Conscious Dating Network, a conglomerate of conscious/spiritual/green dating sites that make up the largest exclusively ‘’conscious’’ dating network on the Internet. Having been a consultant in the bricks and mortar dating industry for 9 years Jill has a unique skill set and background for the online dating industry. She is a inspirational public speaker, hypnotherapist, metaphysician, workshop/retreat leader and facilitates Wild Dolphin and Whale Swim Retreats for Singles. She has a strong connection with the dolphins and whales and enjoys leading groups through transformational meditations and guided imagery.
Thanks to my very good friend, Tina, in Vancouver, I've been inspired to write a little on the subject of relationships. A couple of days ago I received an email from Tina with information on dating and “deal breakers,” a term gaining in popularity.For those who are unfamiliar with the term, maybe you’re in such a wonderful relationship you haven’t bothered checking in with the world lately.I’m just going to post my response to Tina here in case it may resonate or trigger something in you as you read.
Yes, I know about this stuff [meaning the “deal breakers” and standing firmly behind our lists!]... I read “He's Just Not That Into You” in one sitting at Chapters, and to be honest, I'm just not that into dating! hehe... Nor am I into the judgementalisms that permeate a lot of these types of dating philosophies. Personally, I like to take a more humanistic and spiritual approach to all my relationships, à la Martin Buber, Levinas, Nietzsche....
Not all relationships are meant to be life-time commitments, and yet I have learnt a lot from many because I gave them the chance to grow into what they were meant to be.These relationships have enriched and continue to enrich my life, and I hope that I have added in some positive way to the lives of those involved.Though I've had the "deal breaker" (if we must call it that) list for a long time for if a situation becomes more serious--and the list mainly consists of activities that are counter to loving oneself.But what is a deal breaker for one person is not necessarily one for another, right?
So I naturally don’t flow with these philosophies because they tend to try to pigeon-hole people, therefore removing the opportunity for delighting in an honest encounter of the other.If we approach an encounter with a person as a "potential 'romantic' love relationship", with a checklist based on the question, "can this man/woman be a life-mate based on what I need now?," we're potentially losing a lot more in my opinion.
Why? Because love doesn't pass through a checklist.This isn't the way to invite true love into our lives.In my opinion, it is a backwards approach to opening our hearts to true love by immediately placing expectations on someone we haven't even given the time of day to get to know yet.This filter affects how we perceive the person in front of us and will undoubtedly affect how he or she sees and responds to us.We are all in such a rush for love, and this is not the way love works.We gotta listen to Ella and take love easy.Love takes time, and requires space, freedom and respect to grow.If a true friendship is established first, that will be part of the foundation for the relationship, making it easier to work out problems when they arise.To risk sounding cliché, good friends are hard to find.I am deeply honoured when I do find that someone wants to truly be my friend.
Love is not just for one targeted person.It's for ourselves and everyone.It's a way of being in ourselves, and this is what attracts it to us, this loving way of being in the world.It already lies within the person with whom we will connect, but it must be located within our self also.So, an intimate, loving, non-judgemental exploration of our self must be carried out before we will be able to recognize and understand the intricacies of intimacy with the other, and then agree as a pair to nourish this love side by side.Whether that be through the roles of friends, lovers, associates, acquaintances, life-mates, partners in gardening, what have you...Whatever the most authentic and honest expression of the combination of the two is; give that flower a lot of room and time to unfold and see what energy fuels its true calling.It could be love of the most supreme.
These are my views, maybe not for you... though I hope you will find some inkling of truth to this...
Love,
billywheeling
February 26, 2008 A little note...
A couple of things came to mind after writing my previous blog entry. One was that, in case it wasn't clear, I do encourage people to visit their medical practitioner of choice--whether allopathic or alternative--in the event that they are experiencing any of the symptoms I've listed below under "Ascension Symptoms." Usually people investigate the possible emotional, spiritual or energetic causes of a cluster of symptoms after they've undergone a series of tests and are left with no explanation from a doctor who's possibly suspecting hypochondria. My take on healthcare is to include all possible effective diagnostic assessment methods and treatments, which may combine both western and eastern medical practices, spiritual and scientific. As we are seeing, after all, spirituality is now finally merging with science.
The second thing that came to mind was that I would like to emphasize the possible treatments available for alleviating some difficult symptoms that may fall under the heading of "Ascension Symptoms." Most any of the treatments or practices that will be helpful for us to undergo this passage with more ease and grace are also just good and healthy practices for our total health. If we remember that our bodies are adjusting to new energies, we can also realize that balance is needed in our internal and external lives. Becoming more intimately connected with ourselves, our Self, listening to what our bodies are telling us, and finding new ways of responding to the needs we've left unmet until now will help to create more stability overall. Sometimes this entails radically reducing environmental stressors through combining changes in life-style, diet, work and relationships.
Take some time to sit and quietly ask yourself what the sources of stress are in your life and be brutally honest with your answers. Writing it out will help.
Now ask if any change in your own attitude can reduce the stress you feel in these situations. If you feel there is nothing you can change in yourself that will reduce the stress in your outer life, perhaps it's time for a change of environment.
Sit in the light of loving non-judgement while asking your questions and receiving your answers.
I will write more on this subject in my next entry.
I would also like to mention that I am taking a break from doing readings and healings for an indefinite period of time. I will post my availability on my site. Until then, though, I am still available to offer support or help in other ways, either energetically or by offering advice if you feel I can be of service.
If you feel you would like me to post a blog entry on a specific subject, please email me and I will give it full consideration.
Until the next time, I wish you much healing, love & light,
billywheeling
January 22, 2008 Ascension Symptoms
Today I was inspired to write about some physical symptoms many seem to be experiencing, and which have been discussed in metaphysical circles as “Ascension Symptoms.”These often very disturbing ailments range from mild to severe headaches, back pain, an unleashing of many types of physical illnesses, heart palpitations, chest pains, dizziness, hearing high pitched noises in one or both ears, or bells and other sounds like music and often choirs, seeing lights, sparks, mists, fog, black spots, sleeplessness, depression, anxiety, exhaustion, etc.
The symptoms are so varied most allopathic doctors are unable to diagnose anything and are left with the answer: “stress-related”.In a way, they are right.Resisting the process, not understanding their origin, and hence not being able to find a “cure” for these symptoms causes worry and stress.Undergoing these often debilitating symptoms can make one feel as though they are losing their grip on reality when, really, not understanding what is happening to them is what makes the difference.Jung said the difference between a person who is insane and one who is not is that the one who suffers from mental illness feels as though they are uncontrollably falling way down into an abyss of the unknown.The one who is sane dives.
I had to learn how to dive while experiencing these symptoms over a period of a few years.I and St-John of the Cross refer to this period as "the dark night of the soul".He explains this period as a death of our old selves (that's the difficult part) and birth of the new self (the fun, FUN, FUN!! but still not easy part).Jung would explain "the death" as a shedding away of ego aspects that were very important and helpful in creating the personality we needed to navigate the world, to learn how to survive in the state we were in (with less love energy), in a world that is in its state of chaos and disarray (in need of love energy and therefore healing).
Naturally, when we are ready, when the time comes that our evolution calls for more infusion of spirit (love) into our bodies (our "calling" to fulfil our mission or dharma), our bodies need to adjust.The vibrational frequency starts increasing with this new infusion of spirit (or Love, Ki, Chi, Prana, Universal Energy, The Holy Spirit…).Our heart (the love centre, the 4th chakra) begins to open and thus can cause chest pains, palpitations, fluttering and sometimes warmth or even a strong heat which emanates from the core of the body.As a light worker, whether Indigo, Crystalor what have you, the mission is always about bringing this love energy into our bodies so it can be anchored into or onto the earth through human/interspecies/inter-planetary/inter-galactic, ad infinitum, interaction.
The more conscious we become of this process, the more in tune with everything around us we become. Yet, over stimulation can be difficult on a body.The more open a channel we become, the faster/higher/bigger the energetic frequency our physical bodies encompass.The faster the frequency, which oscillates between pleasure and pain, paradoxically, the more balanced we become—eventually!This infusion or activation of energy can cause all kinds of physical, emotional and intellectual (thought processes begin to change) symptoms to which many I work and communicate with can attest.
Let me assure you, however, this too shall pass.Removing resistance, accepting and trusting in our processes help a great deal.When we learn to work with these new symptoms we begin to perceive the information contained in the energies that have now been activated within us; to hear their messages and to heal ourselves.Often these phenomena coincide with our seeing the 11:11, 12:12 and various other repetitive numbers, symbols, names or signs.This is the gift of recognizing and fuelling the workings of Synchronicity; the gift of freedom to choose to leave the old world for a new existence; the offer of Christ Consciousness bestowed upon the Earth in one embodiment.
Over the last four or five years, I also wished I had my old self back.I felt so out of sorts, so awkward in this world, whereas at one time I (ego) was quite outgoing and dealt very well with others.Today, aspects of my old self rekindled in a new and more all-encompassing embrace remain, but most exciting is the feeling of being new in every moment, of being full of spirit, full of love.This doesn't mean I don't sometimes feel a longing for human contact when I've spent an extended period of time alone or communing with spirit, nature, guides, and other energies, but my life is so much richer for all this.
I now perceive in many ways a plethora of petals to a single speck of life to which we are all connected.I had no choice but to learn patience, and to be exceedingly grateful for all that is, was, and ever will be.Once I welcomed these difficult symptoms, embraced them knowing they were a necessary step in my own spiritual awakening, they became much easier to undergo.And I did have to take care of old physical, emotional and energetic injuries too.I faced my fear and went to a chiropractor, which was exceptionally effective for me.I worked with my teacher and healer, Jean-Jacques Dubois Ph.D., for several years.I spent a period of hermitage and then was blessed to receive my last teacher who helped me bring the tapestry of my life alive.
Through all this, I learnt to embraced my suffering and heal myself.You can too!
Much love & light to you,
billywheeling
October 5, 2007 billywheeling the name
Yesterday I had a really cool experience with the billywheeling name. From the first time I heard or read the word "Dharma" I was intrigued. I thought, "I gotta get me some of that Dharma...." Then I learnt that Dharma was our purpose and when we find our true Dharma we will be pretty much home-free.... er, actually, home. So, for years I searched myself and the world for my true purpose, my true Dharma, which I thought was my career. What am I meant to do in life? What am I supposed to be when I grow up?
The search continued until I came across something Deepak Chopra wrote. He said something to the effect that one's Dharma is to follow one's true path and for one to become spiritually connected with the all that is (though I believe he used the term "God"). Now that caused a considerable pause. My idea that my Dharma had to do with making a career for myself and making a living with this career was wrong; I had misunderstood the word, I believed. At some point the idea of what is referred to when we speak of Dharma became clear to me, and so I set it aside. I still so deeply yearned to figure out what my career was supposed to be. And while I searched, I continued doing what I had always done: pursued my path to spiritual growth, healing, and to becoming unconditional love.
I have to laugh at this now... at how sometimes I fail to link the little pieces of the big puzzle together. LOL.... Yesterday I googled "billywheeling," then I googled "Billy Wheeling," then I googled "William Wheeling." The results were very interesting. I didn't know that William Wheeling was an inventor who alongside Thomas Edison, set the foundation blocks for the invention of fibre optics. He thought that if he were to send a light beam into a series of tubes with a reflective foil lining that the light would shine out of each end of each tube. Sounds like it would, but it didn't. I kind of work this way with energy except it seems to reach each end of the pipe, and I suspect this energy moves at the speed of light because those who receive it feel it instantly no matter where they are on the planet. I also feel that this energy is light. So, back to Dharma.
In many Eastern religions of Indiathe concept of Dharma is central, so much so that the Indian flag contains the symbol for Dharma. Here's the biggie. It's a wheel! Now I know many of you already know this, but I had no idea. The name "William," from which Billy derives, I found out recently from a dream interpretation where I dreamt Will Smith came to get a billywheeling from me for his son (who in the dream was Haley Joel Osment who starred alongside Bruce Willis in the 1999 film "The Sixth Sense"), means "helmet" or "protection." Protection! Another big lesson in my life. How do I protect myself when I was never taught this? How do I set boundaries in my life, especially in situations where my power is at risk of being robbed, or where I too willingly roll over like a submissive puppy in a scratch-my-belly-take-my-power pose?
The protection partially exists in the knowledge that this energy is not my energy, and so I don't pour out my very life-force to billywheel. It flows through me to you. I am a messenger or channel of information and energy that will cause a shift in you when you open to receive it. Another "William Wheeling" was just this, a messenger, though with a less fortunate fate, who during the American civil war rode off to deliver a message in the company of a Mexican guide. Both were intercepted within three days of their journey, their mangled bodies discovered later, a mission unaccopmlished. I don't intend for that to happen to me. After all, I do have a Dharma to fulfill. In fact, I had no idea how close to fulfilling my Dharma I always was. I also think this is the case with most of us. We are the things we want to be. We just don't know it yet! LOL!
People ask me all the time what billywheeling means. I used to say it means using your intuition while flying by the seat of your pants. Then the definition evolved into doing what I do. It was my name. I made it up. To describe me and what I do. I realize now that the name was given to me. I was billywheeled! So billywheeling means intuitively and empathically healing with information contained in and delivered by energy/light, with unconditional love and non-judgement. This can only happen effectively if I am also protected from losing my energy, like not emptying my own account of all my manna, but allowing what's in the bank to flow through energy tubes, a faster version of the old pully and wheel system, to you.
